The text of this manuscript is primarily focused on my history of abuse. Whether it involves drugs, alcohol, mental, physical, emotional or social abuse, I hold nothing back from my experiences. I dive deep into the after-math of drug use and abuse, the role it takes on your body, mind, and soul. I also go into the eternal damage from relationship abuse, mental and physical. This book is not for treatment of any depression or anxiety, its sole purpose is to release inner demons the safest and most humane way possible. Please don’t let yourself become the monster that some of us have become, defeat your demons before they defeat you.